I hope you are doing fine, Ma!

Ma,

 It's been a while since I have heard from you ....

 You have gone too far, I guess.

 Life has taken over, generally, pulling me along with its usual ups and downs. Truth be said, I am not really sad - you lived a full life and I have let go...

 But I still think of you a lot, almost every day. I think of you and your opinions on all that is going on in my life - and I know a lot of those opinions may have even been disapproving....yet, I miss them - sorely.

 I wonder how you are doing.... 

 How is this place you have gone too? Is it as peaceful as they say it should be.... have you found "eternal peace'?

Have you met those who had left before you? Has there been some kind of a happy reunion of sorts up there? Knowing you, are you settling scores? Are you ruffling feathers there as you often did here?

Do you miss me? Do you miss my daughter? Can you see us? Do you sometimes feel like coming back just to say one more thing, hug us one more time? Or even reprimand? 

 Or have you moved on to things far greater than these earthly ties?

 I really wonder!

 Most of all, I just need to know you are doing fine wherever you are...that you no longer feel lonely, that you no longer have any physical discomfort or pain... 

 As mortals, we seek refuge in our faith that good things happen when you go to Heaven and I am no exception. 

 But if only there was some way of really knowing....

 I believe however, a lot of you remains within me, and within my daughter and we are doing fine, so I hope you are too.

 Take care, Ma! Miss you <3



PS: This is also dedicated to all of my friends who have someone special up there in the stars....May we always continue to keep them alive in our hearts. Amen!







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